Ash Wednesday

St Faith Anglican's Church's altar

Momo and his brother, after the Service

Ash Wednesday

Ash Wednesday is the beginning of Lenten Season. It is a season of 40 days special dedicated for believers of Christ to fast and do repentance. It’s also a time for us to purify our soul and sacrifice to GOD.

The story of Lenten season began from the Biblical era, people started to observe the season as a remembrance of the fasting of Christ in a wilderness for 40 days and 40 nights.

The day before Ash Wednesday, it is Shrove Tuesday. On Shrove Tuesday, Anglican families used to have a fine dinner with family members. It is some sort of Reunion dinner. Wine is a must for the dinner. It is one of my favorites feast! In church, Priest will burn the palms from previous years and mixed the ashes with Holy Oil.

On the Ash Wednesday, we used to attend Church Service at night time. We will prepare ourselves by prayers and observe some code of diet. During the church service, before we received Eucharist (the Christ’s last supper), the Fathers will marked a cross on our forehead, regardless of ages and race, by saying to us, “You were made of dust, you shall back to dust” or “O child of Adam, go and do repentance.”

The ashes on the forehead are a symbol of repentance and humble ourselves in front of GOD. It is a custom since the Old Testament era by applying the dust on the head.

Well, it is just a sharing from me, as an Anglican. Thanks.

My nights and dawns in MEETOTO

My nights and dawns in MEETOTO

On 23rd of February, I still remembered it is a very silent midnight; I didn’t want to sleep, so browsing from a website to another website. I entered a singing and online gaming website, called, MEETOTO.COM.

Based on the curiosity, I clicked to enter every site available in that marvelous website. Then, I finally get into a K-Room. It’s a place where every one can from all over the world can be an amateur singer. Some of the singers can sing very well and I dare to say they really reached the standard.

From MEETOTO.COM, I get many new friends. Mostly are from Penang and Ipoh. The most funny and annoying ones will be Simon; he is so friendly as well as strong in sense of humour. Then, I also chat with Wilson, a young guitarist. Corene from JB, a friend of mine, she can really sing, no wonder she used to participate in various type of Singing Competition.

It is so amazing, I love MEETOTO.COM~ from the night I knew it, I will log in to there every night, never missed! While listen, I will also sing-along with them, sometime i really can’t stand with it, I even sing too loud until be scolded by my brother. However, it never decrease the passion I have towards MEETOTO.COM~

NEW MOMO~

NEW MOMO~

Today’s 25 February, Ash Wednesday.
I only consumed 2 meals for prepare myself to observe the beginning of Lent Season (season for fast and repentance).
After finished with my driving lesson, I “stole” sometimes to sing two songs in MEETOTO.com. Without realizing the time, I had wasting an hour in the website; it is 6.50pm after I look at my watch! Luckily my parents weren’t scolding me, as I haven’t prepared myself to church… So, I only wear a very simple T-shirt with jeans and a slipper~
A very awkward phenomenon had occurred! As I love to spent half an hour to spray and design hair before go to a gathering, a function, a dinner and Sunday Service, don’t surprise if I spray Polo or Dunhill when attending an Anglican funeral~
I am famous among my family members with the attitude of “too over”… I admit that I am quite over in doing certain things, by nature; I love perfumes, books, neckties as well as branded watches~ I have collecting some of it.
In my world, I believe that rich in materials and money can makes ones very happy! However, I am wrong~
When I entered church, I saw the Cross and a picture of Christ. Oh my goodness, my God is so humble. I re-think about all the negative sites of myself, before every one of us receives the Holy Ashes from the Priests.
I felt I need to change; I really need to change my present life style!
Truly happiness creates from inner peace through good deeds that we do, as well as prayers that we perform. Through that, God will give us peace and love that passes all worldly understanding~
Maybe it is a time for me to live a life with a humble heart and learns to be normal, don’t be over…
Perhaps God wants me to give a lesson through today’s incident~
Thus, I will use the strength that I have to try to do more good deeds, respect my parents more than normal days as well as be good to other people during this Lent Season and day after it.
I WANT TO HAVE A NEW LIFE~
Happy Ash Wednesday!

happy ASH WEDNESDAY

HAPPY ASH WEDNESDAY and BLESSED LENT SEASONS to all the people~

hi there

Rainbow of hope~

hI THERE~

TOdae we are going to celebrate ASH WEDNESDAY! a feast where we need to fast and repentance for 40 days~ I really hope that i can slim a lil bit after this season! wahahaha~

Next month results coming out! So nervous!

Eh, nowsdays, i love MEETOTO! I encourage you guys to join MEETOTO! u wouldnt regret~

The Praying Hands

The Praying Hands

These hands so scared and toilworn
tell the story of a man
who sacrificed his talent
in accordance with God’s plan.
For in god’s plan are many things
man cannot understand.
But we must trust God’s judgement
And be guided by his hand.
Sometimes he asks us to give up
our dreams of happiness.
Sometimes we must let go our hopes
of fortune and success.
But he who makes a sacrifice
so another may succeed
is indeed a true disciple
of our blessed Savior’s creed.
For when we give ourselves away
in sacrifice and love
we are laying up rich treasures
in God’s kingdom up above.
For any sacrifice on earth
made in the dear Lord’s name
assures the giver of a place
in “Heaven’s Hall of Fame”.

Death?! Have you conquers our LIFE? Nay~

Beautiful Explanation of Death

~DEATH~ WHAT A WONDERFUL WAY TO EXPLAIN IT ..

A sick man turned to his doctor as he was preparing to leave the examination room and said, "Doctor, I am afraid to die. Tell me what lies on the other side." Very quietly, the doctor said, "I don't know." "You don't know? You, a Christian man, do not know what is on the other side?" The doctor was holding the handle of the door; on the other side came a sound of scratching and whining, and as he opened the door, a dog sprang into the room and leaped on him with an eager show of gladness. Turning to the patient, the doctor said, "Did you notice my dog? He's never been in this room before. He didn't know what was inside. He knew nothing except that his master was here, and when the door opened, he sprang in without fear. I know little of what is on the other side of death, but I do know one thing... I know my Master is there and that is enough."

May today there be peace within you.

May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be. I believe that friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.

Thanks

Kenny Moses turns 18!

GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU... THANKS!

As a sight of gratitude, I would like to thank all my classmates and friends that sent their Birthday wishes to me. Although some of them still having their National Service, they didn’t forget me. Thanks, Eric (相成) and Doris (阿甜)，你们很有义气~ I would like to give thanks to Patrick Tan, Grace Lee, Evilyn Lee and Pauline Ng, my GOOD COMPANION! (Besides God and teachers, without you, Pauline, ISCF cannot runs smoothly, keep in touch) Then, never forget Raven and Elric from West Malaysia! I also thank Royston Kimsing, a very potential engineer; I will keep you in my prayers! As well as to Kauchellya, Indiran’s sister.

I would like to take the opportunities to give thanks to all my friends where we get know each other through Sarawak State NGO Camp 2007! We had slept over in jungle for a week~ how come you guys knew my birthday?!

Thanks to Angela Tiong and Clara Chan, I still remembered two of you are Girl Bridgade with blue uniform~ Clara helped me to wash chicken for lunch and you asked me whether got bring oyster sauce or not! Seems like I am an auntie, in the meantime, Angela helped me to pick the tapioca leaves when we stayed in jungle! Thanks for the messages and prayers. Same thing goes to Steven Kong from Sibu, I will keep contacting you as long as I am still alive, because you know many of my secrets, dude! Your birthday messages so weird!

Angeline Foo and Alvin Phang, I love two of you so much! You guys keep on giving me surprises! Bernadine, my best kaki, we had accompanied each other to school and waited bus for more than 7 years, thanks for cheer up my days and the greetings, so touched! At the same time, thanks to Stephanie from St. Mary’s school and Paul, from 1st Baptist Church, I had received the Birthday’s wishes, no worries. Yea, thanks to Coleen Loi（雷婆）too! Coleen, you are very slim now! A thousand thanks to Esmay Teo, my brother… I am going to send my gratitude to Corene Lim from JB~ your Birthday’s miscalls and messages so “cruel”! haha~

Wei Chin from Klang, I appreciate your wishes, you are very kind~ Last but not the least, our Miss Bing! Café, Veronin Chae from Seoul! Wahaha… thanks for the wishes, so spooky, from blog to handset then to Friendster~ Thanks for that slice of Oreo Cheese Cake! So rich and wonderful~ so touched too! And also thanks for helping me a lots during our Form 5 time, wow… masa Form 5, semasa kita orang mau bikin representation atau group discussion, lu pun berik manyak kerjasama, then quite setiakawan-lah, dengan kita orang! Jugak tak lupak lu punya chocolates… (xpired punya!... joking~)

To Indiran, which have same Birthday’s date with me! Happy Birthday to you again, but it’s belated ones.

For those well wishers that I didn’t mention their names here, I apologize for the short term memory lost that I used to have! To other NGOs’s friends, brothers and sisters from St. Faith’s Anglican Church, Kuching, Iban communities from our village as well as my friends from SJK Stampin and SMK Stampin, which I cannot really spell out your names here, I send many many muaks from me to all of you. But your messages, I’ll reply it on time.

I pray again, may GOD bless all of you with HIS love. Amen. Your loves really moved my heart!

My 18th birthdae

Wishes from Mimi

Momo get shocked with the surprise!

my Longetivity Birthday Rice Vermicalli~

My 18th birthdae

Oh, times passed by in a very fast speed! Without realizing it, I am 18 now!
That’s mean I’m no longer a kid or a boy anymore~
Suddenly I really missed my childhood and school boy moments… In those days, I wanted to turn 18 as fast as possible, because it sounds cool that we are considered adult, when it reaches 18. But now, I know it isn’t that simple. Why am I said so, it’s because to become adult means you need to do something for your future and you need to be independent in every aspects of your life, of course, we must still rely on our parents and God as well.

Today’s my Birthday, as I had mentioned earlier, it is 18th.
I was awake by my brother at 5:30am! He had activities at school, so he woke up early and he was the 1st one to “yell” Happy Birthdae to me! I was happy by his action. Then he said he’s still schooling, so he cannot afford to buy me a present. When I heard it, I felt so touched and a sense of gratitude appeared in my heart, it stayed for a long times.

During noon time, my mum cooked me a bowl of Cantonese Birthday’s rice vermicelli with an egg. As a very typical Cantonese woman, my mum practiced all the Cantonese traditions in her daily routine. During our Birthday she will do the same thing. Before we have our breakfast, she will give us, Birthday boy, an Angpow. It represents a prosper life. For the rice vermicelli, it implies longevity~ The egg means a new hope for the Birthday boy.

Dinner time, we celebrated it with papa. My papa loves food, yet he is very strict with his healthy code, that’s why if I think of foods, I think of papa! So, yesterday we had our dinner in a restaurant. They ordered all the dishes and delicacies that I really crazy with. After that, I also received some gifts from my family members. A very ordinary Birthday, but it is all based on love, I really appreciate it. Before I forget, this year, I ate Pandan fresh cream cakes! I love Pandan~ However, I also love Oreo Cheese Cakes, Veronin! Haha…

The most precious gift that I had received will be the wishes and blessings from all of you and my family members. I don’t know how to express my thanksgiving, I just pray to every one of you that concerned and remembered me! God bless all of you, abundantly! I sealed my prayers in Jesus’ names!

Protect our Malaysia's democracy system

What's going on to our Malaysia's politic arena?! As a youth, a new generation, we should protect our country and preserve its democractic system! Our country still have many problems...
I have upload a video of YB Elizabeth Wong, MP of Bukit Lanjan. I supporting you, YB! Don't give up and we will standby you... We knew it's not your fault! Let's work for our nation and communities.

Photos with Grace and Evilyn

Me and Grace~

Me and Evilyn Wushu girl!

some pictures with Grace and Evilyn~we took the pictures at Bintawa Driving Institution. Maybe we are too bored! then play with our handphone's cameras!

todae

"Driving Track"-where's my license?

Hill... i love to "climb" that hill!

Cherdass~ wat r u looking?

Today’s 20th February! I had my driving lesson as usual. But today I met Grace and Evilyn, so coincident! They accompanied me during the time I waited for my turn for learning drive.
Besides three of us, Cherdass also sat near to us. We spoke and laughed in very loud volumes, without a sense of ashamed in ourselves, we kept doing it.
Today I had captured some pictures from Bintawa Driving Institution, though it were just small photos, I would like to let my readers know the “paths” that I had gone through in the process of learn driving.
For me, I afraid not the parking car or climbing up the molly hill, but I really dislike to enter junctions! I always forgot to charge my gear to lower gear! Then, I drove quite fast nowadays… until my tutor seems like very lack of confident in me. OMG, I found that driving really fun!
Hope to get my license next month, just before the SPM results coming out.

a new friend

A New Friend

Now is 2:12 am (20th of Feb), I am still awake, don’t have any desires to sleep. So, without wasting my time, as usual, I will jot some drafts for my blog page.

Today I got a new friend, Elric Hoo, from Kepong. A nice one. Through my observation, he’ll be a great man as well as a good lover in his future! His passion towards study really touched my heart. I keep on asking myself, study and work in a same time, will it really gives that person benefits? It’s very burdening, isn’t it? However, there’s a young man willing to choose that way in order to get a good future. I pray that he will prosper in every aspect of his life. † God will give you strength, Elric.

Talking about Elric, it reminds me of Pui Suh Ching, ex-high ranking St.John Ambulance member from our school. She also taking the risk to further her studies as well as do part time jobs to make ends meet. Currently, she’s in Australia.

Before I forget, on last Wednesday, while I was waiting for my turn for drive car in Bintawa Driving Instituition, I met Nazmi (a Malay friend of mine, he’s a Computer pro~ we know each other since we were in kindergarten!) and he introduce me a new friend, Cherdass. We chat for a long time. Then, I even talked with Yie Ching, our wushu coach (you make Sarawak proud) and Grace Kho, my fair lady!

Yawning now~ it’s time for bed!

Chat with mum

A Short Chat with mum

Yesterday, I didn’t have any programs, but I was still waked up quite early. So I decided to accompany my mum for breakfast.
Relationship between my mum and me are very fine, we are very close to each other. We used to discuss, chat and talk almost every minute when we met, especially at home and inside car.
So, while we were talking, I rose up a new topic to discuss with my mum, I asked her, “Mimi, what’s your view towards the issues where some people don’t believe in matrimony?”
In that moment, my mum drank and put down the cup of coffee that she was holding on her hands. She answered, “Nowadays, it is a common matter.”
“If an individual don’t believe that he or she will happy with marriage, so perhaps to be single, isn’t a very bad option for them. They can adopt children, if they want and if only they have the qualification. Just be happy, everything will be fine!”
I get shocked by the words! Oh boy, my mum is open minded than me! Then, I grab the opportunities to tell her, “Mimi, I am not sure, whether I will get marriage or not in the future! Because I will only marriage once after I have achieve my dreams and targets. I don’t want to bind myself. For me, marriage is a kind of responsibility.”
I added, “Now I still don’t have faith in marriage! I don’t know…”
Can a couple really gain happiness through marriage? I keep asking myself. After get marriage, the couple will received a wedding cert. a love based on a certificate? I have no ideal now.
My mum replied, “Just everything happen as it should happen!” “Mimi gives you fully rights to draw your own future! Just move forward, if you think it is right…”
I was so touched! My papa and mimi are modern than me, now I am the one who are very outdated and left behind~
I was grown up in a caring and loving family. My parents never force us or harsh on us to do the things that we don’t want. No stress, no pains, no traumas for us! Especially my papa, for me, he’s a very flexible dad! He supports us financially and physically for more than 18 years. Thanks Dad! (I know you will never know that I have started writing blog!)
Besides that, I know they will not interfere my relationship problems~ Thank God.
Growing in such a family, I felt so comfortable. We are not rich, but I count my blessings.
I admit that I am a very strange youth, I owned some dreams which I had mentioned earlier, and the dreams are: I hope I can own a bungalow, two automobiles, success in my carrier and have enough assets,
I must achieve such targets before I propose to my future lover. I desire to have a grand wedding ceremony and function in the future. I want my children to get very fine and systematic educations. I promise myself to strife hard in order to make my dreams come true before the age of 35! Thus, I still believe in having a family then.
After having our light breakfast, two of us went home with a very light and jovial mood. We talked all the way back to home… a SHORT talks with mum, really worth!
Through today’s experience, I really learned a lot about myself… NOW I REALIZED THAT THE LOVE THAT OUR FAMILY MEMBERS GIVING US ARE PRICELESS! IT’S A BLESSING FROM GOD! Thus, please appreciate your loved ones.
My final sentences: HAPPINESS IS AROUND YOU, GO AND SEEK FOR IT!

(p/s: Veronin, I had translated it just for you! Please enjoy reading it and give comment! Let’s talk Bahasa Sarawak, Kamek arap esei tok boleh berik kitak inspirasi!)

听君一席话～

听君一席话～

今天，我比平时早起…趁着今天什么活动都没有，于是便跟妈去喝茶，聊天～
我们的感情都很好的，基本上我和妈就什麽都一起分享；她也时常会跟我八卦东西叻！哈哈～
那今天我就问她对「不婚主义」的看法是怎样？！妈喝了一口茶，就回应我说，“现在很普遍呀！不相信婚姻就别强逼自己结婚～若坚持着要单身，当然那人也可以领养孩子哦！快乐就好。”
我当时的感想是，“哇！”我妈比我开通哦～于是我便问她，“我不保证我以后会选折婚姻这条路的哦！因为假使我的梦想还没实现，我不会捆绑我自己的～婚姻对我而言是责任。”“目前我不会很相信婚姻！”
妈说，“顺其自然啊！”“咪咪给你们自己飞啦！”
我的心，立即凉了起来…原来我咪咪和爸已经新潮了，思想也摩登了！只有我还停留在后头，很落伍的在后面徘徊着！
我家人从来没有给过我压力或者硬硬的控制着我们，我感到很舒服～
那也意味着我家人不会干涉我的感情世界。可是我知道他们很关心我的～尤其是咪咪！爸呢，就很支持我们的决定的。
心理有点不平衡的我，一直都有个目标就是：我要拥有一栋洋房，两辆轿车，事业和足够的存款，我才打算成家立业～因为我要办一场很豪华的婚筵，我要让我的孩子们受最好的教育（我想太远了！）。目标非得在我三十五岁前后达到！我会加油的～
我们两母子喝完茶，就带着很轻松的心情回家！一路上，我们又聊起我学车时的傻事…我们就开始讲啊~讲啊~不会厌倦的继续的谈天!
我觉得亲情很可贵~那是上帝给我们的礼物!大家要好好珍惜哦!
原来幸福是很简单的！现在我才懂～
(Anyone needs English translation of this sharing, please inform me! Especially to Veronin, my buddy.)

A NIGHTMARE

A NIGHTMARE

Today’s 19th of February, I had a very horrifying nightmare yesterday night. I dreamt about my SPM results. In that dream, my results weren’t good at all! I burst into tears and felt so down~ Luckily when I realized that It was just a dream, merely a nightmare, I was so relief!
I hope it will not be a reality and remain just a dream.

A LOVE THAT I SEEK~

A LOVE THAT I SEEK~

I am seeking a pure and true love from somebody! From who? I have no ideal! But I know, the love is around the corner~
The love that I want will be a love that is so precious and it’s everlasting! I don’t really care, from where I am going to get it! But the inner voice had commanded me to life without worrying this and that… As I know, I will one day get I will search the love that I need.

A love that I need isn’t based on sexual relationship, but of heart~ It’s about a formation of two souls become one. I offer FULLY CARE, LOVE AND CONCENTRATE to my lover, that’s my commitment. But, fate is playing around with us! It turns everything from good to bad or vice versa, without asking your permission! How cruel! Fate, stop playing the games with us…

I might be strong in other aspects of my life, but in the case of handling my relationship problems, I am a failure~ I used to show people the methods of solving their relationship problems and giving them tips, as if I am very expert. But when the things really happen in my life, I stand amazed! My thought was lost and I realized that I am just a very normal person in this earth.

However, I am going to surrender, I will be steadfast and I know I can change everything from bad to good, as we have the power to determine our future! So, nowadays, I am very open minded in relationship’s issues. Maybe I had learned a lots through my own experience as well as via my pals~

Conservative?

UNDER A CONSERVATIVE FAMILY~

Today’s 18 of February, I woke up quite early this morning, because I’d driving lesson with Uncle Andrew. However, he had some family matters to deal with, so, our lesson had been delayed to afternoon. So, after had my meal and settled down my things, I sat in the living room in order to wait my tutor. In the meantime, I started to think many things in my mind. It’s not a kind of idle fancy, but it’s some thought from certain experiences that I had faced before.

I was growing up in an Iban Sino (Iban Chinese mix parentages) family. Besides that, the concept that practiced by my family members are quite conservative, sometimes. The elders emphasize on modesty and well manners, we also believe that the parents know the best for their children. Maybe some of the thought were outdated, but I am used to it. Since my childhood era, my parents had reflected to me the values of love towards family members and the essentials of having a family. In more simple words, my parents taught me to appreciate family members and no matter what places that we take refuge, there are no places like our home, nobody love us as deep as our own family members. I really bear the lesson in my heart.

Grew up in such a culture, it does really gives me more times and spaces to think about the meanings of LOVE and RESPONSIBILITY. It is not merely a words, but in my opinion, it’s a sort of experience and action, that everyone will undergo it.

Love, for me, it’s not a kind of feeling, I prefer to cultivate it through actions, as I know feelings isn’t that reliable, but a good deeds will permanently paste it our heart. I also trust that, LOVE IS BLIND and LOVE BEARS ALL THINGS. So, my view of love is a little bit awkward if compare to others. I admit that I am quite outdated! However, it fits my craziness, perhaps without the sense of traditional in my heart and soul; I might do more crazy things. So it is an alternative way to chain me up.

Back to the word of RESPONSIBILITY, everyone of us are playing a very important roles in our community, no one can really exist without relying on other persons, neither a person, a mighty person can life without effecting the person around him. Thus, we, human beings are connected to each others, it’s as simple as I need handphone and laptop to life, or to other people, they need lots of money, lots of friends or loves, who knows. But, under the law of responsibility, we realize the characters that we are acting~ I had been taught by my mum since I was in kindergarten till now, TO EVERY ACTION THAT WE HAD DID, WE MUST ACCEPT THE CAUSES AND EFFECTS OF THE THINGS WE HAD DONE! IT’S A KIND OF RESPONSIBILITY… the message keep re-sound in my mind, no matter where I go. Yea, responsibility, but I can’t really carry my own responsibility very well, without begging people to assist me. How shameful! Responsibility isn’t a burden, but it’s a task! The results from the task are not going to be examined from people, but you, yourself is the examiner and you will feel very joyful, once you accomplish the mission.

Last but not the least, I am so blur today, as I have no ideal why i had the ideals to wrote these issue, but I know I had share some things with the readers. As a blogger, I will grab every opportunities to expose myself, step by step to the readers and make them know me more deeply, not only on my character, but also in my ideologies.

last tuesday with joy and relaxation

Tuesday of Joy and Relaxation~

As I had mentioned before, my previous Tuesday was spent with Sister Veronin, at the Bing! Café. It’s a very relax day for me, as I had nothing much to do, just having a light but spicy chat and drinks with her. However, the manager or owner of the Bing! Café was so rude, because he kept watching at us and as if want to chaste his customers a way! His action had made a black impression to us~ Some advises to him: Hoi Budak with stripe long sieves, tengok apa?! Later we don’t want to go to your café anymore oh! Please respect your costumers, but one thing I wan to praise you is the cakes in your café are very marvelous! Your co-workers also very well manners.

During night time, around 12am, I saw Andrew C appeared online, so we had a chat, a short conversation, he told me that, he will going to sit for a test in Chemistry and Physics today (18th February), but he only prepared Chemistry and so tired to continue with Physics, how stress. I comfort him with some uplifting words and wished him all the best. Andrew C still the same, I am very comfortable in chat and communicate with him, as I no need to pretend like other people, just talk as you want, Andrew C isn’t that sensitive, but he will surely get angry if ones talk about his curly hair!

A friend of mine had being crush by his very good friend. In the first, it’s very good news to know that, but after some discussions, it is not fun at all. To be love is always better than to love, I testify it! Haha~ Good Luck to that friend of mine!

Carrie Underwood- jesus takes the wheel

hi~ a nice to share with all of you~!

A brand new hope

I am seeking for hopes~

A BRAND NEW HOPE

I don't know from where I get such feelings that urged me to have a new dream and aim for this year. It sounds so weird, because to most people, the action of targeting a new hope, it will happen before New Year or few days after it, but in my case it’s totally difference.
In this year, I have quite a numbers of dream, or for me, I called it as FORCE. In my own philosophy, I believe that one person can only survive based on his or her dreams, thus it’s a force that pushed that person to move forward!
I know everybody have their own very particular ambitions, likewise, I have a friend, which I cannot mention his names here, he want to be a doctor in the future, besides him, I still have an example, my cousin, Oh My Goodness, finally he get a very good job in KL. He used his money so wisely, but not stingy. This year he had purchased a car, based on his own efforts. I asked two of them, before you work out for your dreams, what things that confirmed your heart’s desires and where did you get such confidence? Basically, if people asked me such matters, I will answer them in religious ways. But I get shocked with their feedback! One of them answered, “It’s so easy for archiving the things you want! Tell you, Kenny, the keywords is DARE and STEADFAST!”… And the other one told me in a very mysterious tone, ‘Because I had set it as my target, so I must drive my dream to reality!”
To illustrate, DARE means DARE TO DREAM whereas STEADFAST means DON’T GIVE UP~ Moreover, as a human being, we can make our dreams come true?! I asked myself… The inner voices told me, Yes, we can! In that moment, I wasn’t only get shocked and said Wow, I felt that I am so simply minded! Maybe I should learn from them! So, the conservation with two of them, weren’t wasting my times… they inspired me!
If I really get enlightened, I will surely bring them to dinner~ Haha! Just select the place… But don’t pick SECRET RECIPES and STARBUCKs! Because their CAKES AND PIES ARE TOO MARVELLOUS! I AM GAINING OF WEIGHT BECAUSE OF THE ITEMS!!! Haha! Just a joke.
Therefore, I have new dreams and an aim of my life! How about you? Ask yourself and think twice! Good Luck!

There are one very powerful verses for me that I think I need to share, it is:

YE MUST PRESS FORWARD WITH A STEADFASTNESS IN CHRIST, HAVING A PERFECT BRIGHTNESS OF HOPE, AND A LOVE OF GOD AND OF ALL MEN.
--- TAKEN FROM THE BOOK OF MORMON.


MY DREAMS FOR THE YEAR:

· Study LAWS
· Enter Partisan Politics
· Let myself expert in driving
· Get driving license on March.
· To be truthful in everything.
· To love my friends and family.
· To appreciate my parents and grandparents.
· Try to improve myself in every aspect.
· To make confession to someone I love! In God’s will.

Hymn

THIS IS A HYMN CALLED, I BELIEVE IN CHRIST, THE HYMN HAD ACCOMPANIED ME IN EVERY DIFFICULT MOMENTS! I GREW UP WITH THIS HYMN. Now another obstacles had come, but i know i can handle it~ Raven, i think i will re-think my decision! I haven't tell her yet.

A Day At Bing

Our drinks!

Me and sister Veronin!

A DAY AT BING! CAFE~

Today is 17th of Feb, i had refused to attend my driving class just to have a chat and drink with Veronin, my best friend. Haha!

Today's damn hot~ So, it fitted with all the topics that we chat today!

I ordered a cup of Hot Cocoa, meanwhile for Verinin, she drank Chilled Vanilla! So nice! You can only get such sensation in Bing! Cafe, Jalan Tun Jugah~ haha~ Just a joke! I am going to advertise that cafe!

be still my soul

This is a very heart touching hymns that i would like to share with all my readers, be greatful with all the things you are having now! MAY GOD BLESS YOU!

Valentine Day!

A BACHELOR WITH A VALENTINE DAY

Today’s 14th of February, it is a very well known feast to all people, especially to the couples.
Unfortunately, I am a bachelor or in a very negative word, I am single as well as still available now!

Anyway, to be single isn't that terrible~ I don't know why, i started to enjoy it.

lesson for young people

SOME LESSON FOR THE YOUTH~

As a children of our parents and a children to God, we are very encourage to have a good life with many good habit as well as well manner in our daily life. In the Holy Bible, there is some guidance for all of us to follow. I do believe it will bring many blessings to those who read and practice it.

Some verses for the children:

- Eph 6:1-3

Some verses for the Young in General:

Likewise, ye younger, submit yourself unto the elder. Yea, all of you be subject one to another, and be clothed with humility: for God resisteth the proud, and giveth grace to be humble. Humble yourself therefore under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you in due time.
- 1 Pet. 5:5-6

some question about me

MOMO WITH HIS FAMOUS CRAZY LOOK!

1.What date is it?

it’s 8th of February of 2008

2. What time did you wake up?

Around 11pm

3. Did you go somewhere yesterday?

Yes, I did.

4. What did you do there?

Ate, killed my time as well as observed people

5. Are you mature or immature?

Immature

6. What do you call your mom n dad?

Papa and Mimi

7. Are you an only child?

No

8. Where do you go shopping?

Selected Shopping Complexs, I prefer a large and branded ones, as if, Jusco, Midvalley and so on.

9. Do you like school?

Absolutely… It’s a place for me to chat and have fun with friends! I get my knowledges from there.

10. Do you like books?

Extremely Yes, I obsess with books! love it.

11. Do you want to get married?

Yes, but if it’s will lead to a happy marriage. Now, I still not believe in marriage.

12. With whom?

A good girl. Come on, I cannot predict my future.

13. Are you spoiled?

I admit it.

14. What's the most flattering compliment you ever get?
Too shy to say it here~

15. Only girl/boy in the family?

No

16. if you were to marry a celebrity, who would it be?

Just let it be.

17. Would you like to meet Angelina Jolie?

Never think about it… Give me one month to consider it. But I want to meet Kelly Clarkson.

18. Where do you think your best friend is?

Not clear about it.

19. When was the last time you talked to your best friend?

Few days ago. Eh, no, I think is just now.

20. You think he/she needs you now?

I need them more than they need me! +,+

21. What do you want for your birthday?

Wishes from friends! Gifts from my family! Of course, I want a lover. Hehe!!!

22. if you were to buy a car, which car would it be?

My target is to own a SSang Yong Rexton! Just a dream…

23. A duet with heart evangelista?

Can! But no rock… I only sing Gospel songs, RnB, Soul and Ballads.

24. Do you wear makeup?

I am a boy… it’s a nonsense question.

25. Do you use perfumes ?

Yes… I use it everyday.

26. Would you get a tattoo?

I want it… but I can’t get it. I’m a Christian.

27. You build and train your body?

No… don’t ask me why!

28. How many kids do you want?

2 boys and a girl. As many children as God gives me. Haha!

29. Do you have any homework?

Just finished SPM. Come on, I really want to have homework.

30. Any song that you're listening to?

I am listening to IF I WERE A BOY by Beyonce…

31. Do you believe in spells?

Yes, I do.

32. Where do you want to go now?

To dining room, for my dinner.

It’s 7.06pm… I need to switch off my Becky!!!

tuesday note

How R u Guys today?
I am so freaking happy todae, as i will sit for the JPJ Driving Test next month~
Secondly, i saw Shyh Ning as well in the Driving Institute! haha! So, to conclude, todae, 11 of Feb is a very ordinary Tuesday for me!

aFRAID TO BE LONELY

wHY does God creating a feeling of crush in our heart? Crushing people is a very torturing action that i ever experience! Why...

I dont want to be alone in this VALENTINE!

Sunday in Chesire Home

Momo is seeking God!

A SPEACIAL SUNDAY FOR ME

Today is 8th of February which is equivalent to the 14th of 1st month of lunar calendar. That’s mean tomorrow is chap goh mei feast.

Still in a New Year mood, I accompanied my mum to chesire home, somewhere near jalan uplands. Our purposes were to hand in some things to the unfortunate ones who reside in that centre. It was not our first time to Cheshire home, but I am still not familiar with the atmosphere of that centre. Most of them are Down syndrome, handicap as well as facing some other mental disabilities problems. It’s very hard for me to communicate with them. I admit that I am a little bit coward~

Our presence was welcomed by the matron of Cheshire home, sister Regina, who is a kind nun. When I first met her in the year of 2006, she really gave me a good impression. I adore her, because she managed to handle the Cheshire home’s patients successfully. Besides that, the attitudes that she reflected to me were very touched my heart. Sister Regina left her worldly things and picked the choice to serve the mankind. How great!

In the meantime, we were also met a kakak, to be exact she’s a cook in the kitchen of that centre. She joined us in chat. After some observation around that centre, I noticed that most of the co-workers as well as the volunteers were very enjoy with their works. They smiled to each other, care about the patients and help some handicaps to undergo the physiotherapy programmes with perfect patient and care.

After we completed our ‘mission’, we went to the spring to shop! Now I realized that doing a good cause was thousand times happier than I purchased a thousand sets of books from mph bookstore. A mystery satisfaction is there, in my heart, that kind of feelings can only be found through doing merit works. Yea, it’s simple to get inner peace and happiness.

Now I felt quite sorry for the patients in chesire home as well as all the unfortunate ones in the world, regardless of their race, faith, political status or anything. I hope all of us can pray for them and help the them once we able to offer some help to them. To help them isn’t that hard, we can, perhaps lead them to walk across a traffic road, donate foods to them and so on. Everyone may have their own methods in serve them. Just choose your preferences.

To conclude, it’s a very special Sunday for me. I learned the meaning of charity today, so I share my though with my readers. It is a common good to practice by everyone of us.

Cheers!

Jesus said, give is better than receive!

humble

谈谦卑

十八世纪的美国政治家福兰克林，有一次去拜访一位长辈。当他跨脚走进对方家门时，由于房门很矮，他的头不小心撞到门楣，他痛得眼泪都掉下来，这是，始见那位长走过来，对福兰克林说道：“很痛吧？你今天拜访我最大的收获，就是这个痛。若要在这个世界上生活得平安，顺利，就得常常低头。你可别忘了，这个教训对你有很多好处。”

福兰克林对长辈的教训铭记在心，处处表现谦虚。二十岁时，创造了著名的「十三训」──沉默，节约，勤勉，诚实，正义，中庸，清洁，养生，平静，纯洁，决断，谦虚和规律。

美国刚健国时，福兰克林留下许多血汗功劳，被美国人尊称为「扬基之父」。

Sunny saturdae

A sunny Saturdae.... I saw the sun!

my lunch~

This is kenny with a white cap, just for Saturday!

SATURDAY+SUNNY DAY~

Today is 7th February, 7 more days to Valentine day. As usual, upon woke from my bed, I looked into the sky, oh, I get shocked. It’s a sunny day! Indeed a sunny Saturday...

I had waited for this day to come, I missed sun and clouds~ as well as blue sky! Because… I can wear my sunglasses! OMG! Just jokes… please ignore it. It’s our family tradition, or I could say it is a part of our weekly routine to gather together for lunch. We had our meal in BDC. I ate Steam Chicken Rice and some portion of Kampua Mee which my brother can’t finish it. Oh boy, I was so full that time. While we were having our meal, we talked many issues! One of the favorite topics will be the story of Perak state current political hot issue. I heard all the discussion among of the elders regarding to that topic.

Then, in the same area, I met Ming Huan. He is now quite fashionable, especially with his ‘golden highlighted hair’. We just greeted each other; a very warm feeling immediately flowed within my heart. I met old friend, okay! After that, I also met a Mormon (a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of the Latter Day Saints’) girl, Susannah. She’s my school mate before. OMG! She is now prettier than before! Yup, indeed. I just said, “Hi” to her then walked a way.

During the noon time, I accompanied my parents to Chesire Home, but Sister Regina was not there, so we left there and came back later. Who knows, during the second times to that place, she still wasn’t there. We returned home with a quite disappointing heart. But we will go back to Chesire Home by tomorrow. Oh, I encourage everyone to do charity, indeed you will get blessing from it. In my case, I got inner peace every time finish doing voluntary jobs.

I spent whole evening time to watch TV, just watched, I cannot eat junk foods, because I am still sick! However, I did online for a while less than half an hour. I get sore throat and heaty! For remedy, I consumed Pi Pah Kao, a Chinese traditional herbal syrup, it’s as sweet as honey, I like it. Haha~ eh, don’t know why? Now I prefer to have raining day! Sorry to all the victims of flood! Without rains, Kuching will very hot and humid.

Let’s touch about my dinner, we had ours in Tabuan Jaya. Doesn’t know what’s happening, we had the desires to dine Malay cuisine tonight. Thus, my Diddy brought us to 688 Kopitiam to satisfy our hunger! Oh boy, the foods were great. I suggest you to neglect the condition of that coffee shop, just enjoy the foods and you will agree with me. I ate Nasi Sambal Sotong Tumis and matched with a glass of Iced Milk Tea. Thank God! Besides that, their Nasi Goreng Belacan as well as Nasi Goreng Ikan Masin also not bad! Wow… Malay cuisine is not friendly to a person who gets sore throat! But I dare to challenge myself, how idiot I am.

9.00pm, I received a message from Eric Tie (Xiang Cheng), a good friend of mine, he is now in National Service Camp in Lundu district. How glad to heard news from him. Oh, he decides to study Business Management after this, because he hopes to extend his daddy’s business in Miri. An ambitious young man, I salute him. I bless you, Eric in Jesus’ names. In the meantime, I did sent messages to Bernadine. She went to Spring, so enjoy! Then, I also had a simple talks with Suk Ying as well as Lee Yi Xis, a ex-student from our school, currently, she is studying in SMK Kota Samarahan. Lee Yi Xia used to took bus with us in the past. For your information, she’s very crazy and funny. We can really joke with her. I guarantee to all of you, you will not get loneliness anymore if chat with her.

Now, as I am writing my daily journey, I am listening to Cantonese songs by the Hong Kong singers. I noticed that Cantonese is a nice poetry dialect. How ever, every people have the right to support their own statement. My intentions to share my story and spew out my opinions were not to condemn anybody, but to let everyone to know my life. I have a simple life, yet abundance stories to share. Once I saw or undergone an experience, I really hope that I can remember the chronology of the process and re-think about it and share with readers. It’s fun to tell story.

I pray that tomorrow will be a good Sunday! Cheers!

u r beautiful

在我心中是最美

神通告森林里的所有野兽，谁的子孙被评为最漂亮的动物，他将赐给一份极好的礼物。

一对母猴也跟其他野兽一起来了，她也要做一名得奖的候选者。她怀着温柔的母爱，带着一只没有毛，扁鼻子，面容奇丑无比的小猴子。

当她出示自己的宝贝儿子时，引起众野的哄堂大笑。

母猴坚定地说：“我不知道，神会不会把奖品给我儿子，但是，不管怎样，在它母亲的眼里，业就是我的眼里，它是世界上最可爱，最漂亮的小兽！”

SUNNY FRIDAE~

SUNNY FRIDAE!!!

Today is 6th of February, I had my driving lessons with Uncle Andrew as usual. I really glad to see that today’s no more rain~ it’s my wish for almost a month! I enjoy the sensation of heating by the sun ray just now, but that enjoyment fades gradually.

I’d saw Ting Wei, an ex-classmate of mine from SJK Stampin. He will going to sit for the JPJ driving test on this coming Tuesday. He is so eager to drive. Salute you, Mr. Goh! In the mean time, we even stop our Kancil and greeted each other, that kind of feeling was, “OMG! Is he Ting Wei?” and personally, i felt no worries or loneliness, as I saw someone familiar.

My tutor very particular ones, he still doesn’t want me to sit for the test, although I already can drive. So, just wait for the appropriate time. Anyway, I trust in him. One thing for me, which make me very enjoy while learn driving with that tutor will be his attitude s. He loves to talk and discuss things with me. Oh, we talked politics, the future of our Iban next generations, religions, foods, his stories while served in Army Camp as well as his personal experiences! Yup, thanks Daddy for didn’t cincai-cincai picked a tutor for me! I am counting my blessing now.

Then, today I also get a new friend. Her names is Stephanie, from St.Mary’s. Of course, she’s 18, same age with me. Oh, we talked about our SPM matters. Yup, just that topics! It’s so creepy. Allowing me to use the word, “DAMN SPOOKY”! However, Stephanie is a very nice girl to chat. Nice to meet you, Steph.

Besides that, I followed my parents to fetch my brother back from tuition class, in Hui Sing area. After that, we stopped at a food court (near Four Season Hotel ) for supper. I ate KAMPUA MEE, ngaiti! The noodles were nice, but just a little bit only… the cook was so stingy!

Oh… I forgot to tell you guys that, I had installed two antiviruses in my laptop. After that stupid incident, my laptop@Becky was facing the problem in its performance. I was so PEK CHEK! I spent my whole day time to remove the antiviruses software and re-installed it! I searched for the solutions via brownsing and loitering around the net. I prayed, AMEN! Finally, I got the tips from Cornell student’s’ alumni’s website. The tips not only shown me the proper way to uninstall the antiviruses, but also some other IT related issues.

Suli, I had failed in listened to your advises regarding the don’t install to much antiviruses in one computer. Now then I realized that girls are very good in IT, nowadays! Thanks for all your advise and guidance!

Lastly, now is 1.29am, I am listening to hymns, a very classical Christian devotional songs. Now my MP3 is playing the Hymn, entitled, I REALLY WANT TO WORSHIP YOU MY LORD. It’s so touching. I will pray for all of you, my dear friends. Because of your presence in my life, I feel no regret if God want me to die immediately, as I had tasted the love s from friends and family and a caring heart from the teachers. Now it seems like raining~ I am sick now… yup, sore throat and a slightly high body temperature. Iwish I could tell you more about my stories!

Cheers!

wat's for dinner

What’s for dinner?

I can hardly imagine inviting special friends over for dinner or any meal and then throwing a few leftovers into the microwave to serve up to them. But if I were to do that, it would speak volumes about how I really feel about them.

Giving God the leftovers of our lives speaks volumes about His true worth of us. When God asked Abraham to give Isaac back to Him as an act of worship, Genesis 22:1 calls it a test. A test to see if there was anything in his life that he treasured more than God.

It’s no different for us. There are times when God requires something really important to get His work done. He’ll ask us to give up our natural instincts to seek revenge so that we can communicate His forgiving love by forgiving our foes. He may call us to sacrifice portions of our time or money or comfort to advance His cause. Or He may require us to allow our future generations to go to a far-off land to tell others about Father’s saving love as well as serve the communities. The way we respond to what He requires says volumes about how we really feel about Him.

Anyone can offer the leftovers. Only those who love God more than anything else will serve up the very best for Him and mankind.

windy day

A Windy Day

A warm greeting to all of you!

Today’s a very chill and windy Thursday! I didn’t went to any places, so just stayed at home and indulged myself with my Becky (my laptop)…
I talked with friends in MSN as well as surfing the net. OMG! Then I realized that the time passed so fast. It was faster than the rockets and Ferraris ever invented… I online for 5 hours!
Then, I met Raven, a nice chat with her~ She gave me a lots of emoticon for the use in MSN. Besides that, she even shown me a picture, a very disgusting picture of a patient with his brain exposed. OMG! It’s so gross. To know more, please view “birdking5.blogspot.com”~ You will not regret.

Let me proceed, after a light chat with Raven, I did chat with Fred, a friend of mine from Sri Petaling. He is a cool pal! In the mean time, I also chat with Miss Kuching, Veronin. Her Bahasa Sarawak still great and pedas! Now then I realized that she also learn driving~ Haha!

Tonight, our dinner took places in 4th miles near Boulevard. We ate in a food court (in front of Everise, 4th miles) , a very nice and hygiene hawker centre. But… the foods in that place were not nice! Trust me! I know, u know the place I am describing now. How evil I am…

It’s my stories for the day, I pray that tomorrow I still can share my stories with you guys.
See you!

boy's talk

A boy’s talk…

I heard of a love story from a friend of mine, he is a very materialistic and realistic guy. But he never had fallen in love with any girls. I started to ask him a lot of questions regarding the point of view of love from his perspective.

In a very typical MOMO way of speech, I asked and he answered me. We chat under a happy atmosphere~ in that simply and short conversation with him, I know that he had many secrets in his life! He made me felt so curious and that kind of feeling really drove me crazy… Although I try my best to uncover the mysteries in his heart, it didn’t work at him. How cool is he.

Besides the discussion of my love stories and his love stories, we did talk about celebrities’ issue, our dreams and lame gossips! We also “berpidato” among each other in certain topics. We have our own particular ideal and thinking.

I wondering, what’s the topic that the girls love to chat? Haha~ who can tell me?

Hi

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How r u guys todae?

holiday of holidays

A HOLIDAY OF HOLIDAYS!

Today, 4th of February is a very ordinary day for me! Everything runs in a very normal and tasteless pattern.
So, after I ended up my driving lesson, I left the car and sat in a particular place which had been prepared by the driving instituition. To mt amazed, I saw Ern Ping from former 5 Beta class. I was not alone anymore while waiting for Uncle Andrew, my best tutor to settle his things and fetch me home.
In that time, I really conversed with Ern Ping, we talked many things regarding our memories in Gapor~ it’s actually a free and relax talks with her, as most of our topics were interesting.
We talked about Nguang Hui, he’s still a very good companion in front of us~ It never change! Then, we did talked about Eric Tie @ Xiang Chen, I was so puzzled with him, I was keep in wondering, what is happened to that fellow now, as he didn’t contact me for a long time! Who knows, he’s now in NS. In Kem Sematan! I will forsure cari gaduh with him after he come to Kuching. ( just kidding! )
To proceed, Ern Ping did told me the stories happened in 5 Beta class, last year! It’s a mind opener! Most of the stories were focused on the Chemistry class with Pn. Lee, our sweet Chemistry teacher as well as the event happened during Biology lessons with Miss Jacinta Chan, our sporting Biology teacher! So miss them!
Ern Ping asked me too, about the progression and the condition of our Alphans nowsday. I wasn’t sure too much about everyone of them, but as I know, most of them are fine and in a blessed condition = handsome and pretty than before! Haha! Yup, Andrew Chai is now studying in TARC! How lucky, right. But I miss him alots!
Lastly, I pray we will meet each other again in a short while. In God’s will. Haha! Because of the memories, it made me felt that I had left the school seems like long long time ago. I really relax and enjoy with current condition, but cannot permenant remain like this. So, HOLIDAY OF HOLIDAYS will be a good title for my article for today.